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Her soul will be sprawled on a canvas in the hue of crimson blood,

while her spirit is sketched on a parchment with the lead of forgotten love.

Name:
Shotgun
Birthdate:
26 August
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She seemed dressed in all of me, stretched across my shame.
All the torment and the pain
Leaked through and covered me
I'd do anything to have her to myself
Just to have her for myself
Now I don't know what to do, I don't know what to do when she makes me sad.

She is everything to me
The unrequited dream
A song that no one sings
The unattainable, Shes a myth that I have to believe in
All I need to make it real is one more reason
I don't know what to do, I don't know what to do when she makes me sad.

But I won't let this build up inside of me
I won't let this build up inside of me
I won't let this build up inside of me
I won't let this build up inside of me

A catch in my throat choke
Torn into pieces
I won't, nO!
I don't wanna be this...

But I won't let this build up inside of me
I won't let this build up inside of me
I won't let this build up inside of me
I won't let this build up inside of me

She isn't real
I can't make her real
She isn't real
I can't make her real







"Have you ever had a really, really bad dream, and you try to wake up, but you can't, and no matter what you do, you can't make it stop?"

My friends in the time we've spent forever after beyond this when will our nightmare ever end?

pull the trigger and the nightmare stops...

XshotgunX
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